my mOtivatiOn !!





i parked my bike last sunday nite nx to this yellow S4 apparently belOnging
to this mamat from my neighbourhood.. sumhow i nOe, its becoming my
mOtivation of owing one =)
but petrol prices, ERPs, higher cost of living has given me second thghts abt getting
it n i really wOndered if i can ever get to fulfill my wish. n having dis thgts alone is
enOugh to make me depressed d whOle week. *sigh*

aniwaes, i met up with shazmeen for lunch last monday @ Coffee Bean. discussing
some stuff over pure chOcOlate and fusilli with chicken bolognaise..






caught Hancock yesterday evening with nurul.







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had difficulty sleeping last nite, was feeling abit restless. tossing n turning, taking
a warm bath at 2.35am didnt help much either. forced n command my mind
to sleep but in vain. i nOe i didnt get a gd sleep last nite coz d eyebags r so
ridiculously obvious! *sigh*






im so pre-occupied with things lately. million of thgts racing thru my minds,
which is not a gd start to begin with .. perhaps, the only thing that can ease me
is this coming saturday's paycheck --> an additional from NWC's and wk bOnus!













"Ya Allah, jika benar apa yg hambamu alami skrg ini dugaan dari-Mu, maka
Kau tabahkanlah hatinya dan cekalkan imannya..Berikanlah dia pedoman dgn
hidayah-Mu, dan Kau terangilah hatinya dgn cahaya-Mu Ya Allah...
Jauhikanlah dia dari segala mcm bencana, dan Kau bersihkanlah dirinya dari
kesemua amarah hasad dengki takabur.. Berikanlah dia petunjuk agar sentiasa
bersyukur dgn segala nikmat-Mu Ya Allah..."








andai dpt aku menangis Ya Allah, aku menangis kerana aku takutkan Mu Ya Allah.




in Allah, i seek solace.












helpless.