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16th March. Forever In Love Lust and Crushing On __Hearts__
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
mentioned earlier in my previous post that i was feeling a lil depressed. *sigh* but a blessing in disguised. i partnered wif aram last saturday nite @ wk. so we took turns to be on watch... so i did my wk as usual until i received a msg from one of the console informing of outbound vsl. hence, since i was @ security console i had to call up pcg to tell em' regarding dis outbound. i tink i was so dumb-founded (coz yg angkat tepon tu mamat mlayu..kwahkwahkwah!) that i didnt tell him the name of the vsl. gOsh! paisey la i had to call him again the second time round.. *me* : hi evening! sape nie? sham ehk? *sham* : ya, ahahaha.. *me" : eh sory eh, i tink didnt tell u name kapal tu kan.. *sham* : ahahha..tu lah, asal letak tepon cpat sgt? hehehee... *me* : ahahaha..sory so so sory. lolx (i was freaking embrassed *blushed*) i was assigned to security console (again!) yest day and as coincidence as it is, i called up pcg (work related stuff) AND its that sham again. *my heart was jumping la* *me* : hi evening! is jack around? *sham* : jack? he's away at d moment. its sham here. *me* : ouh ok, its fiza from port operation. ask u ehk, d harts alert u antar ur org pi tgk ehk? *sham* : ah, pi tgk *giggles* *me* : (kentot! aku tgh panic loyar buruk plak ni mamat) isk! i mean u send ur men pi investigate? *sham* : jack yg send, u hold on eh...jap tau. *sham* : aniwae, u managed to find out abt d harts? *me* ouh, i've been calling the owner no respond. u give me some time. *sham* : how many time? *giggles* *me* : (dlm hati, gatal!) ahahahha, alah i call u again to update ok. *sham* : call tau jgn tk call..ehehhe *me* : yeeee.... *smiling sheepishly* lolx now that's the perk of sitting @ security console, coz every now n then gOtta liased wif pcg. yg gereknye ader mamat mlayu! ahahahahha..ouh, i lOVE men in Uniforms!!!!! ok ok, i tink i beta not day-dream abt dis sham again, or else he gOnna make my dream wet! lolx. ahahahahahahhaha... on a happier note, kakak bOught me an Adidas watch from her weekend getaway last sat. a pity, its a rubber strap which im not so fond of. but aniwae, appreciate it alot since i've got no watch for the time being..so thx ah kak! =) i drove nenek home last sunday, den we (me,dad,mum, n dada) went for a spin.. on random, million of thoughts racing thru my mind. so many things to do yet so little time. mentally exhausted but i cant sit still until i finish wat i start. umph! stealing time to do my research. alot of readings. needs alot of understanding.. im draining myself out! im dead beat! BUT im njoying life! no regrets (*_*) doing the graveyard duty tonite with shazmeen @ tpc. woitz! i lOike!!! time for siesta. toodles! Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt There's nothing left for me to figure out I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice I'm not ready to back down I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it am i losing touch with others? sumtink that i quesntioned myself every single day. burden me so much, that it hurts. yesh, please get me out of this shit. |