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16th March. Forever In Love Lust and Crushing On __Hearts__
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Monday, November 26, 2007
its was fun, rite. running ard vivocity carpark 2 locate d van. n we're all late 4 wk thx 2 chix wings. kecoh..but lunch was great, experiences was shared, gossip tales n endless hysterical laughters.. Back 2 wk, piglets stories-traffic infomation-blardy pilots. ouh well, part of d job =)
was doing isyak @ wk wen thgts of izda creepz into my mind. pronto, i called her. she's already @ bkk! great *rolling eyes* flight was @ 7am. its ok, called 2 remind her 2 get me a wallet. ggeee.. 3afternns 2nitez, i almoz cldnt differentiate btw day n nite. lolx. as a matter of fact, i lost counts of daes eversince im on shift wk. but i loike coz monday blues no more! ..shopping a breeze on wkdaes..etcetc. im supposed 2 b having my off today but kena recall. so i guess another nite wun do me harm either.. dear you, when i walked out on you, i walked out from your life. forever. to be having you back in my life would be having myself stabbed in the chest. twice. i was ready for the next big thing in my life. but you wasnt. who am i suppose to blame? im njoying every bits and pisces of my life rite now and no, im not gonna lose it. not now. not ever. you do understand, dont you? right in the begining, we both knew we're two world aparts. i dismissed all the dickheads that's been talking behind your back, our backs. i remained strong, for the sake of getting you through. deep down, i was emotionally-shaken. no, im not gaining sympathy from anyone. never. i juz wan to be understood. trust me, when the moment arrived - you'll get it. |