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16th March. Forever In Love Lust and Crushing On __Hearts__
Nunu@Cuzzy Ayu@Cuzzy Fatihah@Cuzzy Myraa@Cuzzy Aan aQillah_hafiz Nurul Erna Effa Fadilah N.Aini Farna_Kecik hYrul miDo Hidayah_Sheikh bOb Surya@Susu Old Ahmad Mar Diyanah_Bib Shikin Khalif Frenster Facebook Multiply SP Website |
Saturday, May 05, 2007
nOt all is lOst Damn! i was late in starting my tuition class. N so d student was waiting 4 me while im still in d bathrm. lOlx. haiyo, bad example ah me. hahahah!! im so exhausted laahhh. Had my breakfast cOoked by dad. Seriously, i cant believed he was there; physically in d kitchen whipping up French Toasts =) n its taste cOnsiderably nyce. Thx dad!! Last nite practical was my wOrst so far. Imagine hitting n gg up d kerb a cOuple of times. *shoot* Urgh. i was soOo dissappointed wif myself ok. period. haizzz.. Keep asking myself; wat wen wrOng. Perhaps im nOt used 2 a diff instructor..well, maayyybee.. i still wan Mr.Kuan or Mr.Ong *ppffttt* _____________________________________________________________________ Izda been bugging me 2 send d photo dat were taken during our last outing. Sabar la, gmbr tu bknnye ader kaki nk lari...haiz..ye la, aku antar la, aku antar *blurgh* _____________________________________________________________________ Sumhow, i realli miz sch. miz d mugging period, miz d tyme spent "loitering" ard d sch compound n canteen/fdcourts. miz playing truants. miz "playing seniors" during sec sch days. miz being Cikgu Ahmad/Cikgu Salleh's coffee girl cum secretary. ahaha!! i miz winning study awards, scholarships, inter-class/sch competition. n lots more definitely. LoOking back, i've realised how much i've grown. All those decisions i made back then accounts 4 wat i am tOday. i nOe i shld be cOntent n i realli am (*_*) d mOment i entered d wkfOrce, i nOe life wldnt be d same as it is. Responsibilities comes in d way, n financial planning plays a v.impt part in life. gOtta spend wisely, gOtta save $$$ 4 raining days. so much stuffs 2 tink abt. Ouh well, wateva it is..im grateful 4 im blessed wif such wOnderful family. Money is nvr my main priority but family love is !!! i'll alwaz rmmbr dis --> Family That Fights Together, Eats Together. . . .Stays Together ____________________________________________________________________ Lately, I've been tryin' fight whatever's pulling us under it's got a hold and really making me wonder what it takes to get through I gotta stick with you, my baby. Baby tell me: Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting But being without you I can't imagine it's just to close to the heart and I won't stand it if were broken apart . Do you hear me? Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together. Don't you throw in the towel I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now When the chips are down it seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead Just know that I am by your side. There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes, I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby.. We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this Let's take it back to three years ago When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight In you is everything that I'm missing So give us a chance don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go... We been on top for too long just to let it go under I don't wanna hear that I just can't hear that and know Wherever you wanna take me I'll go I been with you for too long to start over with another I know that you hear me Just tell me you hear me
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