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Thursday, April 05, 2007
Reality Hurts. i nOe.
Y is it dat certain ppl juz cant shUt up their daym mouth?! Yar, ok fine i appreciated all d gd thoughts n dat u hav my interest @ heart but..plz, if u keep asking me d same old qns every farking day...i'll gO crazie!! wOrst, u pulling my self-esteem dOwn. dOnt u nOe how DEMORALISING it can be??!!! Here i am trying hard nOt 2 lose my grip n yet.... im playing my part, so y cant u? *ppfftt* i dun wish 2 blOw my tOp either do i wish 2 explode unnecessarily. well i wish i cld but i c nO point in dOing so. its nOt lk everyday i'll be in dis state. so plz, give me space or at least, give me Face. Cant expect me 2 sit n smile sheepishly at ya qns rite? ouh well Hello,, lk dUh!! i pray hard our path dun cross cOz i cant tOlerate dat smirking face of urs aNimOre. u dUn understand wateva shit im facing rite nOw. u c me laughing, jOking endlessly. wHy?
cOz i dun wish 2 share my woes n drag ppl i love into d mess i've created myself.
Ouh ok, nOt mess. juz personal probz i rather nOt talk abt. so dUn gO ard bitchin' 2 me abt dis n dat wen U, yesh U urself r nO betta!! so gO looK @ yaself in d mirror b4 u come n find faults wif me.
the alphabet "u/U" in dis so called passage gOes 2 d person who make me feel miserable.
u're nOt wOrth my attention. gO fark yaself n yesh GET A LIFE!!
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nOw im feeling betta. much much betta. seriously, i dun wan 2 pursue dat "matter" animore but ppl annoyed me. im left wif nO choice. pardOn me.
lOng weekend. grandma cuming my hse dis evening. cOOl =)
at least i can fOcus my attention on her!! hUh.